In November 2011 I hit my rock bottom, I finally accepted what was causing my Erectile Dysfunction and decided to change my life. I remember when I started my libido was so damaged that I even entertained the thought that the damage might be permanent.
I took some time for me to recover, the most important part was taking it one day at a time. You also must treat porn as if it is POISON it must be avoided. If you cheat the process by trying to still use porn while trying to reboot, you will not see results. I lot of guys relapse and slip back into using porn and masturbating. You must get back on the horse if you want to heal yourself. You MUST really want to heal yourself.
As I started healing I began to feel like a new man. My outlook on life improved, I felt more confident, I started to view women in a completely different way. I was able to enjoy the company of a woman without having my mind racing about sex. The funny part is sex that I couldn’t even perform if given the chance.
Present day I function normally for a man my age. In the back of my mind I still worry sometimes about not being able to perform. Before it was in the front of my mind messing with my confidence. I learned to not think about it and to just enjoy the moment. Since rebooting I have had the best sex I’ve ever had.
I remember the times where I felt like I died inside because i was unable to get or maintain an erection. This is were I got the strength to kick the habit, the embarrassment and shame.
This is an addiction its not going to be easy to kick the habit, but it can be done.
